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birthday. (demo)

by fizzabelle

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a song from my upcoming ep, but i thought to upload a hastily put together one on my brithday for thematics or something.

lyrics

i remember paper crowns, i remember plastic cups
i remember smiling and not caring about all my fuck ups
i remember eating nuggets while my grandad smoked outside
i remember laughing with my friends and not wanting to die

but that was fifteen years ago, and i am changing
i feel my dreams begin to slow, while i am aging
i feel the world unfurl, i put my hands between my curls
but i guess i should be happy on my brithday

i remember in the bowling alley, my face lit up by neon lights
the bowl spin slowly to the gutter, as it leaves my sight
i remember laughing, having fun with my friends
now i lay down on the floor and wish for it to end

but that was eight years ago, wish i could tell her
"this is the best you'll ever be, it won't get better, cuz you
lay down on your bed, crying shit thoughts out of your head
but i guess you should be happy on your birthday"

ooooo oh
ooooo oh
ooooo oh
(ooooo)

and now i'm in the present day, i should be happy
you're medicated, for goodness sake, why aren't i happy
maybe i'm never satisfied, but now is not the time
i guess i should be happy on my birthday
on my birthday
on my birthday

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released December 24, 2020
everything by fizzabelle
recorded on an iphone

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fizzabelle Perth, Australia

transgender musician and spiritual possum from perth

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